Preachers Son

Preachers son do you know what you’ve done

just because I didn’t give in to your desires sexually?

I was a believer in goodness and God.

You took it all away with the letter I got.

You said you found someone who met your needs.

What happened to all of your beliefs?

Why did you have to make mine crash in defeat?

Preachers son do you know what you’ve done

just because I didn’t give in to your desires sexually?

I was a believer in goodness and God.

You took it all away with the letter I got.

I went to the mirror and put my make-up on.

When I was done it was a stranger I was looking upon.

I dressed like a siren in heat all because I couldn’t accept defeat.

I let go of God’s hand and the devil took his chance to use my pain and despair.

He chose what I would wear.

Preachers son do you know what you’ve done

just because I didn’t give in to your desires sexually?

I was a believer in goodness and God.

You took it all away with the letter I got.

You said you found someone who met your needs.

What happened to all of your beliefs?

Why did you have to make mine crash in defeat?

Oh preachers son do you know what you’ve done?

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The Child Inside Of Me

The child inside of me still wants to be free of the fence surrounding me.

The fence is so high I want to fly to my home in the sky

where I’ll be free of the emotional pain encompassing me.

There was no love at this place called an orphanage.

They didn’t care very much.

I was withdrawing within building a wall to protect myself

from the emotional pain I’m going to sit on a shelf.

I can dust it off and start with a clean slate starting on this date.

Only time will tell what emotions are sunken deep in the well.

My heart feels like a black hole instead of having a soul

searching for the warmth of the sun to lighten the load

leading to a better traveled road.